You should know I hold young people in very high regard. I'm not judging you.
I'm just pointing out that two key components of gaining true wisdom and insight, is time and experience. That just is what it is. All the reading in the world is not going to change that.
And again, there's nothing wrong with that. It's not like pointing that out somehow takes away or negates the benefits of the fresh eyes, the vigor and vitality, the unburdened nature of youth.
It doesn't. And that just is what it is too.
I'd be careful with some of that reading, BTW. Your subject matter seems aligned with a certain way of being that won't guarantee you happiness or success.