Perhaps. Or perhaps despite your 61 years you just never truly mastered reading comprehension. Apparently, it's not an easy skill set to acquire for everyone.

God stood idly by while Pharaoh murdered under 2 years olds of his "chosen" people because Pharaoh was concerned about a slave revolt.

God himself drowned nearly the entire world, including hundreds of thousands or millions of pregnant women.

God murdered the firstborn son of thousands of families on Passover.

God ordered the slaughter of the Canaanites. Every man, woman, and child. Some of those women would.have been pregnant. Some of those children were infants.

Sodom and Gomorrah. Also full of pregnant women and infants.

Shall I go on?

Your God is a fucking hypocrite and a mass murderer.