Perfect specimen? Hardly, though it’s kind of you to say.

Hey, there is no shame in having or dealing with one’s issues. Welcome to humanity, you’re not alone. Everyone else deals with the exact same things.

I just question if you have a firm handle on what you’re truly addressing, really laid out what you hope to accomplish by your approach, and are monitoring success/failure.

I doubt you have. You’re kind of all over the place. What’s the inevitable conclusion to this course of action?

You eventually get removed from the platform?
You waste years of your life and have nothing to show for it?
You radicalize?
You eat a bullet?

Are you doing this because you’re lonely?