Except that I'm not blaming men for rejecting me, being too picky, being hypergamous, what.the.fuck.ever, all the things.

I'm showing empathy for placing them in a difficult situation.

Honestly, what the hell was I thinking? I mean, I know I allowed myself to be convinced that it would be received well and it was what men wanted....but deep down, I fucking knew better, having been on the receiving end of it often enough.

It's never NOT weird to roll up on somebody and git on them like that.