As would we all. I always say to (usually) men who go the "you'll die alone and Cats!" statements that married/partnered alone is the worst kind of lonely there is.

I would know.

When an energetic, vibrant, happy person is reduced to early thoughts of suicide from being married to someone who doesn't love them back....

Clearly marriage is not the end all be all it's advertised as. Not for everyonr.