As a conservative, would you even recognize any positive feminine qualities that don't require being a doormat to a man?
Do you even know what's positive about the feminine outside the perspective of men?
You want to slaver and debase yourself to the whims of men who don't even see women as human or recognize their personhood, you go right ahead. Nobody's stopping you.
The rest of us just refuse to bow down with you.
It's not like there's a shortage of men who don't believe they have to be domineering assholes to validate their manhood. But you're welcome to all those men who do. Nobody else wants them.